oh well, nevermind#2

i'd go through the same thing again, in the same way. its not my problem anymore, its everybodies. cause everybody goes through it in one way or another. i guess at some point i was just naive enough to think i would never, ever have to think about these things again. my parents met when they were really young, and stayed together since. i thought that would be life. i not only thought that, but took it for granted.
we're meeting in the weekend to listen to the recordings. the last week was so intense that i havent felt like doing anything this whole week. goggi, who was recording and playing bass was so tired from it all he could almost not play. its a cheap kind of high though. i'm much better without school though. everything is finished in the term now. i'm sleeping irregularily again. its a routine of disorder.