unplugged

the ADSL went out for a few days. i still love you, dear people, its all right. things are starting to slowly get brighter around here. the gloom of the winter darkness is being replaced by the midnight sun. I'm sure its the same way in canada. however, those living under a hill in las vegas probably wont know the difference. the lights never go out in vegas, do they? oh yeah.
i'm learning to babysit, a bit more every day. tristan doesnt like to be given milk from a bottle, so we are contemplating other means. he usually is pretty chilled out, except when he starts to moan alot and then passes out. this is what i'm going to spend summer doing. as we get a small amount of money for three months from the government. its like a parent grant. anyway, it's just been made like that for the fathers now.
i've been getting better recently. i'm on these meetings for people with emotional problems. it uses the 12step system and everything, the only difference is that its got a different starting point. it's pretty cool. i meet a lot of cool people there, i can't tell who, but it's a lot different than you would think.